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I never thought I would be this lost without someone. 
If you think I'm talking about Mike you're wrong, I'm talking about Tracy.

I totally took for granted our friendship while she was around all the time.
I know she'll be back in no time but still these past couple of days without being able to call her or her being able to call me to let me know ( Read more... )

I can't cry.

There's a burning in my chest, a feeling of emptiness but I can't muster up one tear.
I know I want to cry, I can feel it and it hurts.
Yet  nothing comes out, nothing.
What have I done?
This is starting to hit me like a brick wall.
I didn't expect me to take it this hard, but I am.
It's so weird not having him around.
I'm just clinging ( Read more... )

At least it's easy for people to get over me.

Off to have a really great night hopefully.
I'm fully excited yet still I feel like somethings going to go wrong.
It's probably just my nerves, since I'm constantly panicking over the dumbest things. Oh well

Said goodbye to one of my best friends today and it feels like my heart was ripped out of my chest.
:(
But to tell you the truth it feels like it's just the beginning of losing a lot more.

my icon is very fitting at the moment. 

Here's to the girls ( Read more... )

I am looking forward to a very kickass time tonight.

NOTHING will spoil it. 

OHMY GEEEEE!!!!

GALE HAROLD is on Grey's Anatomy tonight!!!

AHHHHHHH!!

/happydancehappy dance.

sometimes people can make you feel completely worthless.