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I can't cry.
There's a burning in my chest, a feeling of emptiness but I can't muster up one tear.
I know I want to cry, I can feel it and it hurts.
Yet nothing comes out, nothing.
What have I done?
This is starting to hit me like a brick wall.
I didn't expect me to take it this hard, but I am.
It's so weird not having him around.
I'm just clinging to the idea that I did make the right decision.
That everything will be okay, but I never realized how much I leaned on him.
ALL the time.
It stings.