May 24, 2006 23:18
so my mom took my grandma to the doctor today to pin point where the cancer is and if it spread. shes freaking out and its even harder on her because grandpa isnt here anymore to offer love and support. and although she gets it from us, its just not the same obviously. so shes freaking out, and we're freaking out, and im trying to be positive about it but its not the easiest thing to be positive about. at 86, people shouldnt have to be worrying about these things.
it was a roller coaster of a day. had a nice time at captree with marie. its just so peaceful there. everything can get all messed up, but when im somewhere like that im relaxed. and driving on an open stretch of road as fast as you want is fucking great. until you park and find 800000 flies dead all over your bumper...