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i guess happiness needs to be short lived so we can appreciate the good things that happen even more. everything was fine up until visiting my grandma in the hospital, bc shes back there again. it was weird bc when i spoke to her sunday night she was fine, we had a long conversation. then she got sick that night, apparently had an infection, and has been back in the hospital since. she still has a fever and because of that, she's not thinking clearly at all. its so hard seeing her like that, i dont know what to do or how to act and my mom is obviously taking this hard. i hope the antibiotics start working and that she really snaps out of this, because if not.. then its really down hill from there. ever since my grandpa died, everythings been crazy. i feel so bad that this is happening to her at 86 years old. like what can you do at this point? sigh.
i need a hug.
i need a hug.