Aha. finally writing in like, after a year. Oh well, I got another journal, and I'm mostly writing on that, my most personallll thoughts. So hah. no one can read it. ahaha. not like anyone reads this anyway. I've been so bored. I've been putting tape all over myself. oh yes, my parents are probably gunna get divorced. sucks, no? and even worse, ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor on Monday. He said something else. Jesus. ~.~* he said, I probably have asthma, along with costochondritis and a virus. And since I have asthma, this damn virus is lasting so damn long. I was gunna go to school today..but when I woke up I was like..totally drained..Bleh, I drew a blank..okay, now anyway. i missed the pictures ( Read more... )

We won again on saturday! Yay! Trumbull is catching up to us though. that's not good. WE SHALL STILL BEAT THEM THOUGH! MUHAH! bah..now for the bad news. My mom brought me to the emergency room last night, because it was the third time that day that I had trouble breathing. It turns out, that I have costochondritis, which is the inflammation of the ( Read more... )

I don't want to waste another moment, in saying things we're never meant to say.. *continuation of title ( Read more... )

I talked to Erin again today..she said she talked to Doug..fuck if I know why she does this without telling me.. and she said he said he thinks I'm annoying. That's nice to know.. Fuck, I don't even talk to him, i probably talked to him once this school year, and somehow, i'm annoying.. Fuck..I'm just giving up on guys..So many things are pushing ( Read more... )

I had a weird dream last night.. I was going home on the bus and I forgot if i was Octavia or Shanteze, but it was one of them, and right when i was getting off, they stopped me and asked me "Do you really like Doug?" and I said "Yeah", of course. She asked me how much, I told her " A lot lot lot lot lot." Really gayly....x_x; So then she asks me ( Read more... )

oh. oh oh oh oh. FUCK NO. i just typed a whole long thing, and then SOMEHOW it deleleted. that just killed my day! fsdkfjlkasdjgJSDFL:BNAERKDF:SLSDFHSF: okay i'm over it. ANYWAY. today, I'M GUNNA KILL ERIN! she keeps talking to doug behind my back about me and it's getting really annoying because she's probably annoying him and making him think ( Read more... )

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I went to the mall today with becca and jessi.. we went to build a bear..it was supposed to be just as a joke thing, and then i saw this really cute monkey..and got it. anyway. we went because we were the people who didn't get picked in tryouts for rifle. and we were upset, so we had to get our minds off of it.. I named the monkey Doug!.. speaking ( Read more... )

I'm stuck on Aqua. Damn. it's from guard. x.x; I like all old songs now. yay. I can't decide..it's too hard..friends or future? I have to decide which school to go to.. If I go to NHS I loose my friends, or most of them, all the guys I like, and maybe another shot at a different career i want. If I go to BHS, I don't get to study the things i want ( Read more... )