Feb 18, 2004 19:06
oh. oh oh oh oh. FUCK NO. i just typed a whole long thing, and then SOMEHOW it deleleted. that just killed my day! fsdkfjlkasdjgJSDFL:BNAERKDF:SLSDFHSF: okay i'm over it. ANYWAY. today, I'M GUNNA KILL ERIN! she keeps talking to doug behind my back about me and it's getting really annoying because she's probably annoying him and making him think that i'm desperate and even though i am he doesn't need to know that! I'm gunna be like nicole and have a hit list. SHE'S THE NUMBER ONE ON IT! probably the only one. okay. she asked him like "why don't you ever say hi to lauren?" WHEN SHE ALREADY ASKED THAT LIKE A WEEK AGO! chaaaa...anywayyyy.. he said "because I don't think she likes me" or that's what she said that he said. AND IT'S LIKE DHUR! ERIN'S BEEN TELLING YOU THAT FOR THE PAST MONTH OR MORE and yah still don't get it? my jesus, i don't understand guys..OTHER THAN THAT! i'm feeling better. and i don't know why. someone please slap me. OH YES! i've been listening to this song over and over again, and it's not getting old. it's called Fallen by Sarah McLaughlin or something..I MUST POST THE LYRICS!
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Chorus:
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Yeah. and it the lyrics are wrong, don't blame me. i got them from a website. I might go to the dance Friday. probably. me and nicole are gunna go and request the cha cha slide! they better fucking have it. my doug will be there. haha...i need mental help. now.