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Today has been okay.I am currently in my sister's house on her computer obviously. Yesterday was pretty crazy. My mother went balistic on me. It was partly my fault I realize now. She did however over react to what I did. (I locked her keys in the trunk of her car.) Please don't ask why because the ADD side of my mind doesn't understand how it happened either. I ended up hypervinalating; my sister said I had a panick attack. It happens sometimes! Just listen when I say I'm most definitely not trying to look for pity or sympathy because when I look back on this entry I'll think about how stupid I sounded. I'm fine really. It's not even an eigth to the end of the world. I'm listening to Ani Difranco right now. God, this song just makes me want to fuck her. LOL!! I would have to say she's the one who would be my role model. Her and well you know of course Marilyn Manson! I quote them both a lot. That's funny because their both on very different sides of the spectrum, you know? The kinds of songs I like are he kind that actually have some kind of deep meaning. It doesn't matter whether it's rock or rap or anything in between. I just like to feel like when that song's playing I have some kind of meaning for being here. That sounds stupid I know, but we all have our ways of getting off, don't we? Me feeling wanted is my way I suppose. If you make me feel like I'm needed you can get me in the sack easy. Whether you're a girl, guy, or some other type of creature it always works.(The creature thing was a joke.) Well, that's enough of my melodramatic life.
----- Stephanie
----- Stephanie