Lackluster Shiny Things

Dec 18, 2007 12:49

Red and green strings of electric joy pop and glow with intangible ideas of happiness. Some other time, perhaps, I might be inclined to enjoy such festivities. However, the things lacking in my life keep getting rubbed in my face, causing me want to stomp on ornaments instead of hang them. I hereby cancel Christmas until a time when I am loved to my potential capacity.
Bitter and alone, Christmas only makes things worse.
I am so done with this year.
In all honesty, I believe I am a good person, and bad things shouldn't happen to good people all the time. I just want something good...something pure,real and undeniably wonderful...I don't think I can keep feeling the way I do.
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