Someone got it..
BloodyStarsFall: I noticed something about you..
G00th: ?
BloodyStarsFall: You seemed really hyperactive and just happy at school, but I know at least somewhat what's going on..
G00th: ..?
BloodyStarsFall: And I just was thinking that you seem to do that a lot.
BloodyStarsFall: You could be pretty upset, but not show it almost at all.
G00th: It's how I am.
G00th: I don't want pity.
BloodyStarsFall: I know..It stuck out because I'm like that too usually..excluding today..
G00th: I'd rather people think when I'm mean it's just me being an ass, rather then me having a bad day.
BloodyStarsFall: Well, I usually see past it. I can tell from your face if you are upset..
BloodyStarsFall: You get a certain look in your eyes..
BloodyStarsFall: It's hard to describe.
G00th: But it seems, that so many people.. find it that I'm such a cocky asshole or prick when I'm at school, but that's cause I'm trying to stomach my horrible events in my life.. and yet when they snap at me or are having a bad day, I take it, and try to help them.
BloodyStarsFall: I just..It kills me to think you're hurting. It really does.
G00th: meh, i'll live
BloodyStarsFall: I know you'll live, but you don't deserve to be hurting, really.
BloodyStarsFall: You are a great person, realize it or not.
BloodyStarsFall: And you deserve a bit of happiness.
G00th: As much as I hear this, as soon as I am who I am in person, people change their minds and call me annoying, stupid stuff like that.
What do ya know.. someone found it out? Oh well, it's so much easier to write to this journal and vent how horrible I feel, whereas no matter how much I seek help in school, I'm mocked, made fun of, points are brought up from the past to make it seem like I'm unreasonable or joking.. I just don't seek help because no matter how much people may think they're trying to help, they make it worse by calling me names, saying that I've changed for the worse, so on and so forth.. so just know that, I guess.. but I don't expect anyone to change they're opinions about me, I'll stay an unloyal, dishonest, cocky, asshole.. for the rest of my life prolly. In other news, I fucked myself up trying to skate, finished my book (SO FUCKING GREAT) and filmed a battle of the bands, it was such fun. G'day.
G00th: ?
BloodyStarsFall: You seemed really hyperactive and just happy at school, but I know at least somewhat what's going on..
G00th: ..?
BloodyStarsFall: And I just was thinking that you seem to do that a lot.
BloodyStarsFall: You could be pretty upset, but not show it almost at all.
G00th: It's how I am.
G00th: I don't want pity.
BloodyStarsFall: I know..It stuck out because I'm like that too usually..excluding today..
G00th: I'd rather people think when I'm mean it's just me being an ass, rather then me having a bad day.
BloodyStarsFall: Well, I usually see past it. I can tell from your face if you are upset..
BloodyStarsFall: You get a certain look in your eyes..
BloodyStarsFall: It's hard to describe.
G00th: But it seems, that so many people.. find it that I'm such a cocky asshole or prick when I'm at school, but that's cause I'm trying to stomach my horrible events in my life.. and yet when they snap at me or are having a bad day, I take it, and try to help them.
BloodyStarsFall: I just..It kills me to think you're hurting. It really does.
G00th: meh, i'll live
BloodyStarsFall: I know you'll live, but you don't deserve to be hurting, really.
BloodyStarsFall: You are a great person, realize it or not.
BloodyStarsFall: And you deserve a bit of happiness.
G00th: As much as I hear this, as soon as I am who I am in person, people change their minds and call me annoying, stupid stuff like that.
What do ya know.. someone found it out? Oh well, it's so much easier to write to this journal and vent how horrible I feel, whereas no matter how much I seek help in school, I'm mocked, made fun of, points are brought up from the past to make it seem like I'm unreasonable or joking.. I just don't seek help because no matter how much people may think they're trying to help, they make it worse by calling me names, saying that I've changed for the worse, so on and so forth.. so just know that, I guess.. but I don't expect anyone to change they're opinions about me, I'll stay an unloyal, dishonest, cocky, asshole.. for the rest of my life prolly. In other news, I fucked myself up trying to skate, finished my book (SO FUCKING GREAT) and filmed a battle of the bands, it was such fun. G'day.