Rollercoster....
my sister… once before her anger centered on me and it took two years before she was willing to talk to me again… when she did she was so supprised to find that I didn’t hate her, that I wasn’t furious with her… and we picked up where we had left off… we laughed and smiled and went adventureing again… once again my sister has gone…. I miss her horribily… maybe this time it won’t take two years for her to come back… or perhaps she won’t come back but she will allow me to take her issues with me… Their was a friend of both of ours once along time ago… I lost his friendship due to something stupid… however, he ended up with ten years of a good marriage because of it… if the lost of my sister makes it so all her problems go away for the next ten years then I guess it’s a good exchange… if not well then maybe she will evenutally wander back again… I miss my sister… I miss my friend… I put the letter away for now…. Its been a rollercoster tonight….