A sad night....
Tonight is a sad night…. Many of them are lately… We finally did Kalleiopye’s birthday party… we had held off for so long because she wanted Emmi and Aily to attend… We finally scheduled it anyway hoping that by some miracle they would be permitted to go. David spoke to george about it two weeks ahead of time…. And then to Chaya a week before hand at skating class… then to george the day of the party…. All three times the answer was that george would try and bring them… 6 rolled around… then 7… then 8…. Kalleiopye didn’t want to start … she kept insisting that her sisters would show up…. Boo broke down crying sobbing that we were supposed to be a family…. We did her cake and her presents… we saved cake for the girls… to many nights like this lately… I don’t understand why people can’t be adult about their children during a break up…. I know it can happen… David’s best friend Belinda made sure that she stayed living in the same neighborhood as her ex… she traded weeks with him… so each of them had Jamie half of the time… Auggi, after her brake up with Danny went out of her way to make sure her father saw her whether he wanted to or not… Even with a history of abuse one of our other friends takes her children every other weekend and every Tuesday to her ex…. Irish is having much the same problems with his ex… they mirror almost exactly… She is now claiming that he always abused the kids… that they don’t want to see or talk to him… all because he dared to do something she didn’t like… I hear about how I am being accused of abusing the girls or of never really caring for them… it sickens my heart that people do this to their kids... Tonight Toby was walking... david went to take video of him... he checked the tape... Emmi’s voice came out of it… then Aily’s… then the other kids… the baby started screaming Emmi’s name looking for her… She asked "where Emmi" over and over…. I cried… I came home last week to find a new screen saver on the computer when I went to do my homework it said "Giv Me Bak Mi Sistrs bonea!!!!" … I found out that boo had changed it… He wrote a letter to Santa telling him that he would not take any other presents ever, if he could have Emmi and Aily back…. He changed his character on dungeon runner to look like Emmi and has now renamed it… Our family is hurting and it doesn’t have to be this way… I understand that I am the center of Chaya’s anger just like Irish is the center of Cynthia’s but what I don’t understand is why that has to translate to the children…