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I'm getting a little impatient with my job agent. It's been two and a half weeks since I worked, and I need money. I need it so bad that I took work for Thursday and Friday stuffing envelopes. I've also had a serious case of writer's block. It seems that if I'm unproductive in one area of my life, it's contagious. I am, however, thoroughly enjoying autumn this year. I've baked an apple pie, gone on long crisp walks with Greta, burned spicy candles, and cuddled......with my dog, but it still counts. Tonight I'm going into Time Square to meet an old friend for a drink. I hope he pays, 'cause boy, I'm broke. I had an audition downtown the other day, and since I was in the neighborhood, I dropped in on my friend Corin at work. It was so great to see him, and once again I got sucked in to going to the health food store right next door. Those places are seductive. My roommate Leah is gone this week, and I'm lovin' being a bachelorette. There's a special freedom to being alone that I really value. More and more, I'm also becoming comfortable being single, or more precisely, being without Mike. Even though the date of my visit is looming, I am feeling more detached and more in control. Maybe it's the calm before the storm.