I got a new LJ. This one will not be updated anymore. New Layout, new everything. A lot less slacking & a lot more writing.

New LJ: (transcendency)

Writing something:

beautiful.

sorry about my last crappy entry.

I'm in a horibbly shitfaced mood. My whole body is just being sad for some reason and I can't seem to control it. And it's for no apparent reason too because today was really fun. It just like happened because i was happy just before i took a shower and now it's just like.. i fell into a slump and i cant get back up and Im just so .. blah. And ( Read more... )

My heart leaps for and craves you. His fanged grin is sparked at the mere thought of you and he purrs when you're near. My heart is savage but, somehow, over this year, you've managed to tame him. He causes my fingers to crave you and my soul to swoon. My heart tears at the sheets at night, knowing you're not there in them with me. My heart, he ( Read more... )

1. Name: Nichole ( Read more... )

Realizing someone who you thought would be your best friend through thick and thin isn't anymore.. Is probably one of the harder things I'm having to deal with tonight. Constant paranoia of 'where did I go wrong'? and 'what could i have done to keep this friendship which i put so much into' plagues me. I guess it was him who make me realize that.. ( Read more... )

When I close my eyes, it's you I see, instead of the black of my eyelids. You're there, as bright as day, and your eyes are looking at me. You send a shiver down my spine and I know you're the one I need. Your arms are my safe guard which I run to at all given chances and which should be around me as much as possible. Your lips are my savior which ( Read more... )

I just wanted to talk to you. I just wanted to hear your voice and soak it in. I just wanted to hear you until nothing else was heard but you. And tonight, of all nights, i cant do that.

Sometimes, while laying in the tub, I just want to slide down, slowly, and hold my breathe until it all goes away. Just the curiousity of how bad would it burn my lungs to drown?

just to drown.