Questions (Kyumin Drabble)
Title: Questions.
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship
Characters: Kyuhyun and Sungmin
A/N: 506 w. I wrote this drabble for a midnight-fic challenge I accepted from spiridox . I didn't make it on time but I finished it either way... it was a waste not to. I like the start...but then it got awkward for me at the end. Sorry. This started out as an anonymous character but the more I write it, the more it appealed to me as Kyumin. (Explains the vagueness in the middle)
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Hey Sungmin-hyung...
Do you remember what’s in this picture?
That’s right; it’s the path to our secret hideout. Remember when we were young, we let our feet lead us to wherever they wanted to go and ended up in an abandoned tree house? I do, quite vividly. Especially the moments when we hid inside it to read books filled with adventures, play out the same scenes in each of the chapters, and sometimes just be ourselves. There were no boundaries in that tree house: we had so much fun back then. These… these were the times I treasured the most, and I pray that you do as well - even after what has happened between us. I regret the moment that led us to this situation.
Why hadn’t we noticed that we were slowly growing apart?
If we did, why didn’t we stop it from happening? Is this part of adulthood? If so, then I suppose I do not like adulthood - not if it meant loosing a great friend like you. How did we end up in this situation anyway? Did I do something wrong? Did you? I am certain if you did something wrong, I would have forgiven you… won’t I? However, if it was somehow my fault; then please, forgive me. I assume that it was something else that caused this. Fate, perhaps? I truly (yet fearfully) hope so because it hurts to think that it was somehow our own fault.
Can I have a talk with you?
It’s been ages since we last had a small chat, let alone a whole day for us to have a decent talk. I miss talking to you. I miss listening to your rich, crystal-clear voice filled with eloquent words to describe things. The way you speak adds a lot of excitement - even if the topic is about an everyday occurrence. I long for the day when you pull me aside just to tell me you miss seeing me - despite the little amount of time that has lapsed since then - just like before.
Where are you now?
I am aware of your physical whereabouts, but I cannot find the real you. When we cross our paths, I see no emotions in your eyes. It scares me - it really does. Have I lost you, not only as a friend, but as a human being as well? What happened? I wish you would tell me - just a hint… at least. I hate feeling so lost and confused. Damn it, why do you unconsciously make me feel this way?
Did I mention?
I love you, Lee Sungmin… always had. Unfortunately, I realized it at the wrong time - quite ironic, isn’t it? Now, I keep wishing, hoping, and waiting for you to come back and notice me once again. Hopefully, bring back our good times together - not as kids, but as grown up pairs …in love. Maybe, someday.
Just so you know, hyung… I’ll be waiting for you patiently - even for eternity - because I love you… with all my heart.
-Kyuhyun.
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship
Characters: Kyuhyun and Sungmin
A/N: 506 w. I wrote this drabble for a midnight-fic challenge I accepted from spiridox . I didn't make it on time but I finished it either way... it was a waste not to. I like the start...but then it got awkward for me at the end. Sorry. This started out as an anonymous character but the more I write it, the more it appealed to me as Kyumin. (Explains the vagueness in the middle)
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Hey Sungmin-hyung...
Do you remember what’s in this picture?
That’s right; it’s the path to our secret hideout. Remember when we were young, we let our feet lead us to wherever they wanted to go and ended up in an abandoned tree house? I do, quite vividly. Especially the moments when we hid inside it to read books filled with adventures, play out the same scenes in each of the chapters, and sometimes just be ourselves. There were no boundaries in that tree house: we had so much fun back then. These… these were the times I treasured the most, and I pray that you do as well - even after what has happened between us. I regret the moment that led us to this situation.
Why hadn’t we noticed that we were slowly growing apart?
If we did, why didn’t we stop it from happening? Is this part of adulthood? If so, then I suppose I do not like adulthood - not if it meant loosing a great friend like you. How did we end up in this situation anyway? Did I do something wrong? Did you? I am certain if you did something wrong, I would have forgiven you… won’t I? However, if it was somehow my fault; then please, forgive me. I assume that it was something else that caused this. Fate, perhaps? I truly (yet fearfully) hope so because it hurts to think that it was somehow our own fault.
Can I have a talk with you?
It’s been ages since we last had a small chat, let alone a whole day for us to have a decent talk. I miss talking to you. I miss listening to your rich, crystal-clear voice filled with eloquent words to describe things. The way you speak adds a lot of excitement - even if the topic is about an everyday occurrence. I long for the day when you pull me aside just to tell me you miss seeing me - despite the little amount of time that has lapsed since then - just like before.
Where are you now?
I am aware of your physical whereabouts, but I cannot find the real you. When we cross our paths, I see no emotions in your eyes. It scares me - it really does. Have I lost you, not only as a friend, but as a human being as well? What happened? I wish you would tell me - just a hint… at least. I hate feeling so lost and confused. Damn it, why do you unconsciously make me feel this way?
Did I mention?
I love you, Lee Sungmin… always had. Unfortunately, I realized it at the wrong time - quite ironic, isn’t it? Now, I keep wishing, hoping, and waiting for you to come back and notice me once again. Hopefully, bring back our good times together - not as kids, but as grown up pairs …in love. Maybe, someday.
Just so you know, hyung… I’ll be waiting for you patiently - even for eternity - because I love you… with all my heart.
-Kyuhyun.