Jan 22, 2007 22:42
i think i was falling in love with you.
and so i pushed you away.
i am terrified of being hurt.
and so instead i hurt myself.
...and others. (by accident, i swear.)
i know what im doing...or at least i think i do.
but i can stop it.
i cant change it.
or maybe i like the comfort of sadness.
i think i was falling in love with you.
and so i pushed you away.
...and then i did it again.