sitting alone inside my head.
so i really want to apply to canada world youth but im terrified of how it would alter my perception of the world. i already want to pretty much stab the entire population for ignoring those in obvious need. i know we cant all do EVERYTHING but everyone can do SOMETHING. it hurts me soo much to see people look the other way just because its too much work.
im scared that if i go off to a third world country and realize how amazingly compationate they are regardless of what little they have, i will only come back to hate the world more for their materialism and thier neglegence.
im scared that if i go off to a third world country and realize how amazingly compationate they are regardless of what little they have, i will only come back to hate the world more for their materialism and thier neglegence.