questions.
mom brought up her 'vitamins' today. you can tell when she doesnt take them...she acts like me. or...more like i act like her, when she doesnt take them. either way, im becoming her...i can feel it, i can see it...its coming.
my mother is an amazing woman but shes an emotional wreck without assistance. im not sure what led her to this point but i know the handful of raw teenage emotion i exerted on her wasnt the best thing. im pretty sure she started taking them around that time...and...
she was nicer, calmer, more understanding.
things got better.
and then she stopped talking them...most likely when i moved. without my random rage she had less stress and more patience...on her own.
i dont want to get so out of hand that i need to digest a synthetic personality...sometimes i think its too late for that...it almost seems unavoidable...fate.
im so scared..
my mother is an amazing woman but shes an emotional wreck without assistance. im not sure what led her to this point but i know the handful of raw teenage emotion i exerted on her wasnt the best thing. im pretty sure she started taking them around that time...and...
she was nicer, calmer, more understanding.
things got better.
and then she stopped talking them...most likely when i moved. without my random rage she had less stress and more patience...on her own.
i dont want to get so out of hand that i need to digest a synthetic personality...sometimes i think its too late for that...it almost seems unavoidable...fate.
im so scared..