YEP

Jul 16, 2008 16:20


How do I always find jobs that are so boring? I'm working at my friends mom office for the summer and it is just so boring. i alwasy seem to find jobs where there just isnt anything to do. most people would think hey thats an awesome job getting paid to do nothing but it sucks. the time jsut crawlsss by so slowly. balh but ne way since last time i wrote. i went off to college in monroe. it was ok but the people just werent really that friendly. and it was really far from home. in october right after me birthday i got pregnant so i moved by home and enrolled at delgado. i had bella on july 17, 2008. shes going to be one tom!  crazy!! time has just flown by. its crazy to watch a child grow shes so smart. she brushes her hair and her teeth. she knows what a phone does! and shes learning how to feed herseld with a spoon! i  never knew i could love a person so much! i'm still with paul even though sometimes its gets tough. we are doing our best to make a perfect home for bella. but sometimes i have to wonder if thats the only reason he wants to be with me. we went through sooo much before i got preganant with him not wanting to be with me and yadda yadda. but once  i got pregnant its like all that went out the window. which is good but at the same time i dont want someone to be with me just b/c its the "right" thing to do. ya know? ah  i dont know i guess we will see. hopefully it all works out. even though he really bothers me sometimes i love him and hes my best friend..im starting nursing school in august. and its SCARY! i have no idea really what to expect but i WILL make it. i have to do this for me and for bella. plus it will be nice to not have to struggle. wellllll its 4:30 and i get off  at 5 so im going to go clean the coffee pot to pass time and then get the hell out of here.
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