your like my favorite damn disease
So no one uses these things anymore but i kind of miss it..i guess because im nosey and i like to know whats going on with everyone..so since last time i really wrote something in here with meaning alot of stuff has changed and happend..first no more paul it took a a while to realize but once i was over the intial shock of losing someone i care about i realized it was deff. for the best first becuase instead of settling for UNO im moving to Monroe and going to ULM like i wanted and second i no longer feel like i have to constantly watch over someone kind of like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulder and im not trying to put on a front of course i think of him from time to time and miss the little things but over all im a much happier person..as for the car i got a new.. 2006 Saturn Ion nothing spectacular but deff. better than what i had so its a step in the right direction..im leaving for Spring Break today and i CAN NOT wait it is going the be the best vacation ever and i really can use a vacation! i dont think the state of florida is ready for me or my firends for that matter..we are deff. going to bring the party do consider yourself warned if your going to be in the panama area! as for friends well everythings cool..i keep my old ones and love my new ones..i kind of do my own thing now dont just chill with one group i kind of jump around i like it..i tend to have a lot more fun and a lot less drama..i love them all and we always have a good time.. i must admit we have become a bunch of club rats (not meant in a bad way) but what else is there to do in a city that has just been hit by a hurricane than to go to the club and get our drink on..and something interesting always happens..usually we have good nights but youve always got to have the nights with the drama..but im not getting into that its not worth mine or your time! Schools almost out and im GRADUATING! i can't wait im so excitied to be moving out getting on my own and following my dreams! but i must admit it is a little scary..Brittani and I are moving ot Monrow hopefully we are getting that apartment we applied for and going to pharamacy school! we are both leaving behind everything we know..friends faimly city bars everythinggg but at least we will have each other..its going ot be an experience! so i only have like 3 or 4 mths left here that makes me happy but very sad..im going to miss my friends..they truely are my faimly but this is something i need to do for myself to find out what else is out there..everyone doubts me and they think that i will be back after first semester but i realy liked it there its very homey and i think that i will be satisfied..as for any new relationships in my life..NO WAY..ive been enjoying my single life..im content with it..theres always time for that later and now is not the time.. hm well im ending on that note becuase im running out of things to say later guys!