I forgot to tell you, the whole weekend with Matt was like Deja Vu. Like it already happened. Now that i think about it, it was so easy to talk to him. I wasn't intimidated at all. I guess we are really compatible. Well i guess i shouldn't say a lot, or get ahead of myself well, that's all.

Check out Beat it by Fall Out Boy, it is so ( Read more... )

Basically on fourth of July weekend, i met someone compatible, either as a friend or boyfriend. The next day Saturday after the rain I met Matt again, he's in a band, very nice person. I guess i gave myself away when i guess i pretty much thoughtlessly waited for him with my brothers, brother and no relation brother, whatever society says. Ummm, I ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to want? Want for something more then your capable of having? To long for feelings, to reach out for one . . .  one feeling? Is it desperation or lust? Horomones, even? But why does it hurt . . . to want. I know what i want, but why can't i have it? I want the one person, the one feeling. That's why i guess i come off so depressed to ( Read more... )