Jul 05, 2009 17:00
Basically on fourth of July weekend, i met someone compatible, either as a friend or boyfriend. The next day Saturday after the rain I met Matt again, he's in a band, very nice person. I guess i gave myself away when i guess i pretty much thoughtlessly waited for him with my brothers, brother and no relation brother, whatever society says. Ummm, I also met Josh and Adam, hilarious dou! umm, Josh asked me if i liked Matt, i said yes. He basically said i won't tell, but when Matt got pulled off to the side, i kinda guessed Josh would tell him. Matt told me josh did, and then he told me to say it, cause he knew i knew josh told him how i felt. so i said i did like him. But earlier he told one of the kids at the campsite he would go out with me. :) Uh.. well, later we were deciding if we should be boyfriend and girlfriend, we had Josh decide. He said "Yes." Later on not much later, Matt asked me himself, odd i know, but.... So he knew about Dylan earlier that morning and how he pushed on me to kiss him, Matt learned from Dylan's mistakes and didn't push. I say he's gentle sweet and loving. Three of the top things i want in a guy. I think when i meant gentle i think i meant when he hugged me. I don't find flaws in him. Yesterday night, when i didn't know he was asleep, my dad decided i got one more hour of time with him. I ran around the campsite in the dark with an hour of time, a flashlight, and memory of where he was camping. This morning he told me some people told him (don't know who,) Someone was yelling for him last night, (me!) I guess one of the oddest things is i'm pretty short compared to him. I'm about five foot, five foot one. I think he's between five foot ten and six foot. I have no clue. But he's tall. Umm, i'm here visiting in Vermont with my dad who lives here, so does Matt. But i actually live in Indiana, ha yeah long distance. But i have some internet access some of the time. I have his E-mail and phone number. Well i don't know if it's his or a homephone or what. Well, I have a boyfriend, and that's all i really want in life is someone to be close to.
P.S when i wrote down the song i didn't realize it, but i think it's a love song, and it's one of my top favourite songs and my fav LP song, oh and please comment on this please!
boyfriend and girlfriend,
odd,
love,
want,
truth,
life