The Sage Continues: Broked Up Upon.... Or Was I? dun DuN DUN!
So apparently I didnt get broked up with...... um. What?
Deets later. I am so confused.
So I texted my former cowerker and I asked her what's up with the boy. She didnt know anything was wrong because apparently he talks about me everyday and about how "down" I am... I need Urban Dictionary again! Co-werker told me that HE said if this situation with his soon to be ex wife wasnt so fucked up, he'd... something. I dunno. He claims he could see us as a thing. That's another thing about this boy, he keeps sending me mixed signals. One minute he's harping on about how this is strictly a friends with benefits situation, and the next minute he's talking about me meeting his children. You dont introduce your Smush to your babies, so clearly this is more than a fuck buddy relationship. This is a thing-type-thing...
Anyway...
So I told her what happened (the not calling, not responding to texts for several days). She agrees with me that I am not overreating and he's being weird. So she decides to get to the bottom of it and gives him a call using the work phone so he's sure to answer. AND SURE ENOUGH, he answers the phone! They chat for a bit and she reports back to me that he was worried that we were getting too serious or something and that he needed some space. OK. I guess he didnt realize we was supposed to let the other party know that space is being given because the other party would obviously not know whats going on and get freaked out, which is exactly former co-werker told the boy. He then went on to say that he was put off by the text that I sent him (see previous entry) and didnt know how to respond to it.... so he just didnt respond. And probably wasnt going to respond, honestly. I dont know. I'm confused, he's confused.
He told her he was going to call me later so we can get some clarification about this situation, but he has yet to call. I dont know if he will call, but i really want to talk to him because I am so confused and tbh I wasnt ready for this, whatever it is, to be over. I'm being a pathetic girl and i want everything to go back to the way it was. I dunno.
I dont know what the outcome of our upcoming conversation will be. I'm kind of nervous. I dont know what to say to him. Neither does he. I dont want to fight. I'm a lover! I hope he can understand where i'm coming from. He needs to understand that he cant just drop off the planet and not expect ANYONE who cares about his soul to be concerned. That isnt being too emotionally involved. That's just basic caring. We're supposed to be friends. That's what friends do.
So that's that.
I'll be updating this saga as it continues...
Deets later. I am so confused.
So I texted my former cowerker and I asked her what's up with the boy. She didnt know anything was wrong because apparently he talks about me everyday and about how "down" I am... I need Urban Dictionary again! Co-werker told me that HE said if this situation with his soon to be ex wife wasnt so fucked up, he'd... something. I dunno. He claims he could see us as a thing. That's another thing about this boy, he keeps sending me mixed signals. One minute he's harping on about how this is strictly a friends with benefits situation, and the next minute he's talking about me meeting his children. You dont introduce your Smush to your babies, so clearly this is more than a fuck buddy relationship. This is a thing-type-thing...
Anyway...
So I told her what happened (the not calling, not responding to texts for several days). She agrees with me that I am not overreating and he's being weird. So she decides to get to the bottom of it and gives him a call using the work phone so he's sure to answer. AND SURE ENOUGH, he answers the phone! They chat for a bit and she reports back to me that he was worried that we were getting too serious or something and that he needed some space. OK. I guess he didnt realize we was supposed to let the other party know that space is being given because the other party would obviously not know whats going on and get freaked out, which is exactly former co-werker told the boy. He then went on to say that he was put off by the text that I sent him (see previous entry) and didnt know how to respond to it.... so he just didnt respond. And probably wasnt going to respond, honestly. I dont know. I'm confused, he's confused.
He told her he was going to call me later so we can get some clarification about this situation, but he has yet to call. I dont know if he will call, but i really want to talk to him because I am so confused and tbh I wasnt ready for this, whatever it is, to be over. I'm being a pathetic girl and i want everything to go back to the way it was. I dunno.
I dont know what the outcome of our upcoming conversation will be. I'm kind of nervous. I dont know what to say to him. Neither does he. I dont want to fight. I'm a lover! I hope he can understand where i'm coming from. He needs to understand that he cant just drop off the planet and not expect ANYONE who cares about his soul to be concerned. That isnt being too emotionally involved. That's just basic caring. We're supposed to be friends. That's what friends do.
So that's that.
I'll be updating this saga as it continues...