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[haunted_siren]

I don't even really talk to my sister anymore...it's sort of sad actually. The only time she talks to me anymore is when she's criticizing me and making me feel awful. But I'll keep my mouth shut because every time I say something about my sister to anyone the entire world goes crazy and kicks me into the dirt with her immediate defense. Sorry

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this is the reply to two journals in one....

[bitchinabottle]

So you know, you may say I'm ALWAYS putting you down, criticizing you, or making you feel awful...but when the only time I see you is when I have to make it a point to make myself visible to you....make plans, only for you to go off with your drinking friends instead...that's sad. I've made attempts to welcome you into my life and have fun with my friends too...and get to know my boyfriend who respects you..but I don't understand why you hold all of this frustration towards me. If you say anything negative, people defend me? Why say it in the first place? And don't take out your frustrations from our parents on me. I'm wondering if when they hated my guts and degraded me all of the time, whether you were just eating it up or whether you even thought it was wrong. Now for some reason they're defending me, because they see how much I've grown and am making smart decisions..so they defend me

WTF

[haunted_siren]

I don't see how doing what I do is a drain on the society