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I don't even really talk to my sister anymore...it's sort of sad actually. The only time she talks to me anymore is when she's criticizing me and making me feel awful. But I'll keep my mouth shut because every time I say something about my sister to anyone the entire world goes crazy and kicks me into the dirt with her immediate defense. Sorry
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Sure you support me while throwing your negativity at me!!!!!
I'm working tuesdays through saturdays now and I'm trying to find a better well-paying job.
And just because I do what I do that means I'm not hard working? You've never done it so you have no idea what it's like. I already have fibromyalgia and dancing 3 or four nights a week isn't really that nice to my body. I'm trying the hardest I can to be different and not fit in with that stigma that is just getting worse and worse. I'm not like 95% of the girls that do that kind of job and when I go in to work I'm just myself. I don't make half as much as the other ones do because I'm there just to have a good time and earn my way just like everyone else in the world.
I think that I have amounted to something as a person and all my experiences have made me stronger. Whether or not I amount to anything to anyone else....well it did bother me, but I'm so used to the fact that most people think I'm just trash anyway that the only person that is going to truly be there for me is me.
I have class in my job, have a great personality, and have the respect of many men that come in there (who don't even want to see my ta ta's, they just want to talk to me and pay me for it because they know my story and know that it is going to a good cause) and 90% of the people I work with.
"(not to say there aren't people who abuse the privilage)" If you even got it out of my entry....those were the people I was talking about. I wasn't even trying to insult you, but you immediately took it that way.
"those women at the strip clubs look for the easiest and fastest way to make a dollar." IT'S NOT EASY. Pretty sure you haven't done it before, so I don't think that you should judge.
I worked my two full-time jobs working 80-90 hours a week when I lived in hudson and I wore myself the fuck out. And then speaking to a lady at the tattoo shop james works at, she said "I think you're a very intelligent young woman. And if I had the body you have at your age, I would dance too! Because you're doing good things for yourself and I support you 100%."
I love you, and I don't want to fight. Obviously I'm not going to make you understand my point of view, so I respect what you have to say...even though I don't believe in it.
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