I really wish the last four days had gone better.  Between being incredibly antsy and extremely irritable, it seemed that Corey and I were at ends with each other.  We've never been that way with one another, especially for that much time.  I was blaming the medicine I was on for the attitude I was taking, but even after I stopped taking it, I ( Read more... )

That whole working one day this week thing is not happening.  Not only are we working tonight as well, it appears that we are working this weekend too.  We have Monday off for Columbus Day, which most Navy commands will, but the real kicker is that we leave for a month long float on the ocean come Thursday.  So, we get one day off for a month of ( Read more... )

No one can read my mind.  No one.  Half the time, I don't even know what I'm thinking, and that's half of the battle.  What gets me so frustrated is that even when I think I'm being obvious, the people who are closest to me have no idea what's going on.  You'd think the fact that since those people are close to me that I'd be willing to express my ( Read more... )

No one is more frustrated than I am with my inability to express my feelings. Whether good or bad, I can't seem to build up enough courage to let them out. If I'm upset, I hold it in until I have no choice but to literally start leaking tears. Sometimes, I don't even have a reason to be upset, but some little minute detail will set me off and I ( Read more... )