Sep 22, 2006 23:23
why have i been so stupid?
stupid to think i made two friends when i think now it was all a set up..
i've lost the man ive loved for 4 years of my life becuase im so stupid.
stupid to think that i wasnt honest, stupid to think that everything was fine between us.
stupid to think that i could trust someon who i dunt know, someone who just said things to me that i thought were true, and to think that they really did like me, when now that i think about it the real reason why i lost my best friend (which was that same man i've luved for 4 years)was becuase i kept thinking there was reasons other then the obvoious which were happening.
i cant tell really whose telling me the truth.
i cant tell whether whose lying.
whose really my friend.
whose really there for another purpose.
whose a friend?
whose a foe?
im so confused, confused on who to trust who to talk to who to not to speak to.