Sep 24, 2006 09:08
I would like to tell one of my girls my problems with out her yelling at me and getting upset thats what a friend does is listen to your problems. as u listen and talk about theirs. but it seems that i've upset on of my good friends, one i've known since middle school. well sami im sorry i know u talk and talk to tell me get over it but i have feelings yes i do it the wrong way but this is how i handle it. and if ur annoyed by me calling u then ill stop easy as that. no attidtude or anything were are adults and if u want space u got it.no hard feelings.
i would like to just have a friend whos there for me not just there for an "apparent reason" like i found out but at times i am very slow & neaive. but i am a good person ( i think anyway).
I have a good heart. i dont mean to be annoying and i dont mean to be a pain but sometimes i really dont get it until a while after. (so please give me time to realize, think).
im just sick of not being able to talk to anyone alot of the time, im not saying i need to talk to anyone but at times i want to have a friend thats there and just laughs with me and cheers me up like i try to do with everyone else.
i know im babbling on but hopefully in maybe a year things will change becuase ill be 21 and ill be going out like most of the time. or just meeting new people.
thanks for your time.