new chance

[harleyxxxquinn]

Im hopeing of meeting someone really soon so i can be happy im kinda happy about the idea of being with anyone really.. i just miss being a gf, wanted and going out somewhere with this one person. i also miss being on the phone for hours then going out like every other night with them. going to dinner , the movies u know couple stuff, this is why ive been depressed. i havent had my chance to go out ore talk to anyone i mean i talk to ppl but only as freidns theres really no interst, theres an interest with them liking me. im just going through letting go of my ex once and for all. yes i will luv him, always luv him and always be concenerned about him and worry about him; i need to give him is space and let him be him and im finally getting the picture of what and how im supposed to be. (its funny how u finally get the picture of whats going after 4 years!)

but hopefully i will get someone by xmas. (im crossing my figers)