Dec 21, 2005 14:03
Ai me..
We made plans to go to Barleycorns with people from SIRS after work last night.. The people that I assumed would show up did.. Along with Buddha and Jimmy.. I drank a little too much.. Got a little too loud.. Went temporarily crazy in my head.. But all in all it was a good night. I saw Kyle there too.. It was cute.. He sent over two beers for me.. And then I went over to talk to him.. It was good seeing him.. I havent seen him in such a long time.. I guess I didnt realize how much I missed his company until last night.
After Barleycorns I went to Stephanies.. We were supposed to have movie night.. But it ended up being "Talk about Boys" night.. I love her to death.. There arent many girls that Ive been very close to.. But shes one of the few that I know will be in my life forever now. Shes such a good person.. And she doesnt judge me.. I can tell her anything.. And she makes me want to be a better person.. She just gives out this amazing vibe. I think that our personalities compliment each other well. So Steph Wells.. You're the best!
I love my outlook on life right now.. I just need to back off a little bit.. My craziness level needs to go down a few notches.. I need to find that happy medium.. But I love this life in the fast lane.. Always smoething crazy going on.. It seems like its everything but drugs anymore.. Ive cut that out for now.. Hopefully permanantly.. Its just not what its cut out to be.. It doesnt solve anything. I dunno.. Im all about having fun now.. I need to experience life to its fullest.
Durr.. I knew I couldnt write without mentioning the opposite sex at some point.. This morning I was thinking about the past couple years and the guys that Ive dated.. Or had a thing for.. Of all the guys that claim to have a thing for me.. And all the guys that I claim to have a thing for.. Im single as can be.. Which Im not complaining about.. Because its what I want at this point in my life.. Its just weird.
And on that note.. Im going to shower. I need to do some more Christmas shopping.. And I need to get ahold of Chad Fibbe.. Hes in town.. Which means we better be partying tonight.