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[hardcorebikeret]

every onunce of me is starting to fall apart

i know this pattern
ive seen it before

sometimes i want to just go away
and just never come back
leave everyone behind

im so glad he put all those ideas in my head
seeing as how they'll never happen

i wanna get out
just break free

be away from all the drama
the stress
the pain
everything

nothing has been the same since
well since who knows

and it constantly changing
everything and everyone
its just a constant change for me

i wonder if anything will ever be right

i want this to work
so bad that it hurts
i just want this one thing in my life to go right
because maybe if it does it means that its not just me
im not that fucked up

maybe i am
everything happens is a direct result of something ive done or said
so maybe it is just me

i wanna get away