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I just found out today I can go to school for free. How cool is that?! I might as well take advantage of that. I'm on the track to getting some free money from the gov. It's nice of them to fund my artistic endeavors.
This week has definitely been the hermit week that I have been needing. I finally have some direction and I'm pouring my energy into it. To make no choice is to have one decided for you. This, i am finding to be increasingly true. Taoism has its perks, but action feels so much more natural. Speaking of Taoism, Chaos feels to be pretty much the western form of it. The two are so remarkably intertwined. I remember when I did a report on a revamped Tao creation story, I was actually directed to a site containing TAZ. I didn't know what it was at the time, but it's nice to see the world spiral out.
Nicole is gone until Monday...how I miss that girl. I really didn't know I was capable of these emotions. I must be turning a new leaf. Wumpscut's "Angel" comes to mind, as that it's been in my head for the last 4 days. It is such beautiful poetry and it reminds me of past mistakes that I can learn from and not repeat. I'm glad I can keep moving forward.
Also I keep finding black feathers everywhere. I never use to find them. The only time I had ever found one before it flew out my car window. It must be a sign. I would really like to find a yellow feather though.
Pieces keep falling into place in this endless puzzle. There is no point in continuing to analyze it. The flow happens so naturally. To rush anything right now would open the floodgates of disaster. Quite frankly, I've had enough personal disaster already. I am feeling more liberated every day. As long as I keep everything in perspective the answers show themselves. I am where I need to be at this time. That much is proving to be true, for now. Whatever spirits where lingering in my room have been eliminated. The blocks in my body, mind and spirit have been temporarily bypassed. Everything is proceeding to non-plan. I just can't trap myself, but that shouldn't be a problem. I can can take the form of a chameleon changeling god if need be. Time to put more stuff into action and watch the results.
This week has definitely been the hermit week that I have been needing. I finally have some direction and I'm pouring my energy into it. To make no choice is to have one decided for you. This, i am finding to be increasingly true. Taoism has its perks, but action feels so much more natural. Speaking of Taoism, Chaos feels to be pretty much the western form of it. The two are so remarkably intertwined. I remember when I did a report on a revamped Tao creation story, I was actually directed to a site containing TAZ. I didn't know what it was at the time, but it's nice to see the world spiral out.
Nicole is gone until Monday...how I miss that girl. I really didn't know I was capable of these emotions. I must be turning a new leaf. Wumpscut's "Angel" comes to mind, as that it's been in my head for the last 4 days. It is such beautiful poetry and it reminds me of past mistakes that I can learn from and not repeat. I'm glad I can keep moving forward.
Also I keep finding black feathers everywhere. I never use to find them. The only time I had ever found one before it flew out my car window. It must be a sign. I would really like to find a yellow feather though.
Pieces keep falling into place in this endless puzzle. There is no point in continuing to analyze it. The flow happens so naturally. To rush anything right now would open the floodgates of disaster. Quite frankly, I've had enough personal disaster already. I am feeling more liberated every day. As long as I keep everything in perspective the answers show themselves. I am where I need to be at this time. That much is proving to be true, for now. Whatever spirits where lingering in my room have been eliminated. The blocks in my body, mind and spirit have been temporarily bypassed. Everything is proceeding to non-plan. I just can't trap myself, but that shouldn't be a problem. I can can take the form of a chameleon changeling god if need be. Time to put more stuff into action and watch the results.