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so im cool and am updating again b/c i have no life at all.

band practice went so well today. im happy with it and im happy with our songs. we jsut need mics, badly and amps. i may be able to use the 2 i have . ..but thts up in air.

n/e wayas . . .im tired and have a huge test that i didnt study for, forgot my stuff. oops oh well. guess i'll just ( Read more... )

its Halloween tomorrow and i have NO clue what im doing. Brooke invited me to go trick-or-treating with her and her friends . .so maybe.

i just pealed a ton of potatoes with rachel . .i feel like a slave. my hands smell starchy, gross.

im going to Kurts in a few hours to have band rehearsal. we have our show on the 26 . . im not sure if were ( Read more... )

its so cold tonight

i need to find a lover

im losing hope. everyone i love loves someone else, and im the one who gets left behind in the end

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I dont know why I even try anymore because everytime i feel like its better things just blows up in my face and i have to pretend all over again.

i dont know if i can do this anymore . . . . i really really dont know right now

plz dont make this trite and try to make this about you. b/c chances are its not

i think the person who ( Read more... )

close my eyes
thought i was lost but i was stranded
i go outside
to my surprise the sky had landed
i thought it made more sense
if i could only keep you guessing
i was a fool to think
that i should stop you from undressing
now i'm believing all the words you say
that i can't say back to you
to you

so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i ( Read more... )

i am sooooo tired, its unvelievable how exhausted i feel right now. Anna and i went to the City Building today to get permit/deed restriction stuff and well ended up w/ nada and a ton more questions. well i have questions at least. this article is completely running my life and im starting to get drained. but i love it so much that i cant stop. ( Read more... )

oh man, the concert last night was AMAZING. i got to talk to Deja Normal and I have BIG BIG BIG news that i want to tell you all, but i want to tell someone else first. its tht important, buts its amazing to say the least ( Read more... )

sorry about the rediculously loooong post yersterday , let me sum up. ANDREW, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, IS IN RECOVERY FROM LUEKEMIA!! and i think i could just die from happiness and relief, i've been smiling and all excited about everything today. it was amazing not thinking about him and how much pain he must have been in. and yeah, i sound idiotic, ( Read more... )