sunday
its Halloween tomorrow and i have NO clue what im doing. Brooke invited me to go trick-or-treating with her and her friends . .so maybe.
i just pealed a ton of potatoes with rachel . .i feel like a slave. my hands smell starchy, gross.
im going to Kurts in a few hours to have band rehearsal. we have our show on the 26 . . im not sure if were gonna have enough stuff. i really really REALLY hope we do. im scared as hell that we wont or that people are gonna hate what we've written. especially what i've written. if they hate it i'll be so sad b/c those are my emotions in there and my thought process . .ugh, i'll just cry and they'll feel bad.
i got new icons last night. they're so pretty!
i read my email from Tyler, they alwasy seem to cheer me up. its nice to know that someone is taking a moment out of their day to write me something. its comforting i think
i feel really empty today. just devoid of every emotion. i have a ton of work to do but i just cant seem to bring myself to do any of it. i need to re-write my reasearch proposal to Mrs. Smith . .damn damn damn.
and i have to get dressed now b/c im getting picked up in 20. im starting to despise getting dressed. maybe i'll become a nudist and live out my days in a colony of other naked people . . ..but probably not