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Okay so I'm in love with Zak. Sounds like it should be simple seeing that he loves me too, Hmmm not quite. Although I was shocked that he told me so last Saturday, a part of me knew it was something he had tried to tell me before. Because he was off his head I didn't say anything back and he told me he didn't expect me to, but still I asked him to
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I know its been yonks... but some how you popped into my head tonight and so it sent me on the hunt to see if your journal still existed on the net... and sure enough 'here its is'.
Its been a number of years since you past and it still seems odd. All this time on I still think of you and miss you. It never seems fair that you left so early on - when does death ever seem fair full-stop. I guess as years pass I'm frustrated that you're not still here along for the ride and adventure. I know there was still so much ahead of you and I was very much looking forward to the day you could bask in the success of publishing - I remember that that was your dream.
These days, I'm in London having escaped wee lil ol' Adelaide for a while. I remember you use to be oh so fond of the time you spent overseas and were very much looking forward to getting back over here one day. I think you mentioned you were keen to get to London, if not at least have some time out of Melbourne and maybe enjoy life in Sydney for a while.
I wish you were here in London - think of all the travels that we could do!
I guess my point though is... you're definately not forgotten and I miss you very much. I won't ever forget our obscure meeting in Sydney all those years ago and my time in Melbourne to see you. I can't believe you described me as 'funny, in a bitchy drag queen kind of way' ha ha. Maybe you're right?? ha ha
I won't forget your sense of adventure, fun and our laughs about silly things. And I definately won't forget my lame attempt to wear sufficient black just so I could hope to look slightly goth, emo, punk. I was never going to pull that off!! You had it down to a tea.
I miss you Phil.
Luv Greg xxxx
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