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I've been okay lately, but the nights are the hardest. It's dark and cold, and I'm always tired but I can never sleep. And when I'm laying there, trying to convince myself that I can stand this until I'm better, I just wish so bad that there was someone, a friend, who would lay beside me and hold me and they wouldn't have to say anything or even be there in the morning, just be there to remind me that someone cares when I can't be sure.