Gist
I've been neglecting LJ. There's so much to say. But here's the gist, as I have about three minutes (which I shouldn't even have ... I got up at dark-thirty in the morning for what? To be early? *facepalm*):
- I started having panic attacks, so my dad called his doctor and set me up with him.
- Doctor gave me meds for depression and anxiety
- I've had two manic episodes over one essay, so I had intended to get an extension, but ...
- I spent most of yesterday crying my eyes out. I deliberated for hours, and I think I've come to a decision ... I THINK I'm going to defer my degree until next year, take this year off, move back home, work for my parents business, get my meds sorted out, see my psychologist and come back refreshed for 09.
Now I gotta go talk to someone about that.
Will try to come back more often