Jan 06, 2013 22:43
just read my previous entry and it suddenly made alot sense to me. why am i so knowledgable last oct? hahahaa.
its another new year. time flies so fast, its always scaring me. cause as time past by and nothing is accomplished, i'll start thinking to myself " what the hell have i been doing for the past year?, nothing has been accomplished since last year"
at this moment, i feel like im still searching for my dream. i still dont know what i want to do, what i enjoy doing or what i would like to do acomplished. but i guess it takes time. i dont know how long it takes but i will find it right? i will eventually know the answer to it right? i just need to know how to categorize my thoughts and compartmentalize them then, the answer will somehow float out right?
i feel like im at a cross road, dont know where to go how to cross but yet the ongoing traffic flow aint stopping down for me. it just go on and on and on. time wait for no man, i need to keep up with life.
anyways, i have decided not to have any resolutions this year. whats the point of having them when you dont act on it. im just glad everyone i love is still by my side next year and continue to count my small lil blessings here and there. i still miss daddy, i guess i will forever.
lets hope 2013 will be awesome or least not worse than 2012! HAPPY LIVING PEOPLE :)