Oct 14, 2012 18:19
there are many times where you're doubting yourself, if what you're doing now is the correct path and feeling unsure about the future ahead of you. i guess the very answer to this is "least i tried". it takes courage to try smtg new everytime, but at the end of it, you'll definitely be rewarded with smtg be it a lesson to learn or surprisingly good results.
the thing is, i have always had those big dreams now and then. i just have to learn to gobble down these bottles of courage, and do it. its not going to be easy but i know i have to start adapting start learning start accepting the responsibilities that come with these dreams. mentally, i keep psyching myself that im not an adult im not ready for the working world. but the thing is, if im not ready and not willing to make the first step of least trying, i will not be able any closer to my dream and wants. nothing comes for free, you have to work hard for it.
so what im typing here is to constant remind myself constant psyching myself to have that courage, to dare to try, to not give up after falling, and eventually, you'll get there. slowly but surely. i need this for myself.