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so it's been about 3 week after the last entry....and i'm still here in virginia. i've been kinda getting along with my life here. it feels really strange cuz i have no one except for kelly here. i've met a few people here, but i just hold no real interest in anything except just making some money for as long as i can take it. and yeah....i feel like i'm taking a lot. it seems like a whole lot of people from new york still remember me and wonder what's going on with my life. well i'm far away from new york, and pretty much on my own. that's how it has been in new york for a long time too, but there i had akil next to me pretty much almost always. and now he no longer here. hopefully soon enough we'll be albe to around one another again but i had no choice but to separate from him and to leave new york. i kinda regret leaving it, even if it it as teporary leave and not a permanent one. i mean everyone that i know, almost everyone anyways have been living in the comfort of their own homes, and haven't been on their own. it really sucks not having your own home to come to. i keep on coming back to somewhere where i know i will have to leave soon enough, and it definetly isn't my own. i felt comfortable when i lived with akil, but i could no longer stay there. im just hoping that soon enough i will be able to get back to my life in new your again, and build something stable that i can count on and not fear that someone will take it away from me. i miss all my good friends from new york, and if any of you are reading this......yeah just know that i miss you gusy a lot.ok well l8terz