as the year nears an end i realize that i am happy with the progress i have been making with myself ( Read more... )

now i am back with the jump off!

-damn N.O. i am there mardi gras 2006 though
+kim we love you despite all you fuck ups!
+settling down? that suggest i am settling...or is it you settling for me...the insane one
+oh shit i am 22...yipes
+congratz...yay slaone!

shit i have done too much to remember but i am

i am starting to think that the whole adage about loving people and setting them free is smart and true ( Read more... )

i do not understand what i am doing to myself in regard to men. for so long i guard myself with this wall that kept men in a confined area under a specific category. i decided to let that wall down let someone end and the "stereotype" reared its ugly head. i remembered someone who i value deeply telling me that i am far too young to be cynical ( Read more... )

i wish i could explain what being in jamaica that long is like. all i can tell you is how it changed my life..point by point ( Read more... )

I am gone to Kingston for the month. I will miss you all.

it is so time for a happy post. i lost my shine in the midst of my mud fight ( Read more... )

i have not been able to sleep. my mind would not clear. tossing and turning because my heart is so heavy. maybe reflecting will help me rest ( Read more... )

i wish i could just take it all back and we could be what we once were. however, i think our fight to not love one another only broke our hearts because we are so in-love with one another. i hate that the things you or i do can hurt us so much. i know relationships are work, but this is not work. this is a personal war between the two of us ( Read more... )

tag, i'm it.

tagged by: well___endowed

things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play.
what lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? make a list, post it to your journal and then tag five friends and ask them to post it to theirs.

1. music is always in me
2. writing
3. planning
4. dreaming
5. jogging

tagged by: senor ( Read more... )