Mom
I have dreams about my mom sometimes where she's alive. Sometimes I'm confused in them. Sometimes I'm like, "oh, okay, this makes sense." Sometimes I'm surprised. But I'm always glad.
The scenario is always that she wasn't dead, but just away for a long time.
A few nights ago, I awoke from such a dream. I remember vaguely her appearing earlier in the dream, and then later I had Lauren and told her, "Let's go check on my Mom to make sure she's okay." She was lying in her bed covered up. I went to her to make sure she was still alive because in this dream she had come back from the dead. Not in a creepy zombie way, but in a guardian angel type way. I gave her a huge hug and said, "Ya know, I've dreamed about this happening for a long time. I never thought it would actually happen--that it would be real." And then she told me that she wouldn't be around forever. That she had some things to do, and then she would leave.
I woke up b/c Lauren was crying. After I helped her, I climbed back in bed and was immediately sad because it all felt so real, but here I was again without my mom. It was just another dream.
I had forgotten about it all until tonight, and it made me sad again.
I miss her.
The scenario is always that she wasn't dead, but just away for a long time.
A few nights ago, I awoke from such a dream. I remember vaguely her appearing earlier in the dream, and then later I had Lauren and told her, "Let's go check on my Mom to make sure she's okay." She was lying in her bed covered up. I went to her to make sure she was still alive because in this dream she had come back from the dead. Not in a creepy zombie way, but in a guardian angel type way. I gave her a huge hug and said, "Ya know, I've dreamed about this happening for a long time. I never thought it would actually happen--that it would be real." And then she told me that she wouldn't be around forever. That she had some things to do, and then she would leave.
I woke up b/c Lauren was crying. After I helped her, I climbed back in bed and was immediately sad because it all felt so real, but here I was again without my mom. It was just another dream.
I had forgotten about it all until tonight, and it made me sad again.
I miss her.