fucker told me he wanted to kiss me. I hate forwardpeople. take everything out of that unsure first kiss moment wehre you look down and hesitate weighing what will happen if they dont want it but you risk it and its perfect. also said he liked that part of garden state where they kissed and the sun shined right on them. how lame and fake deep. six years ago I would have thought you were the one but damn be original.
I toast this bottle of wine to brian, and this nyquil to olivia who has legtft it on her desk right in plian sight.
I miss Bryce and Emily. and also this Indian Badass
Im drunknot yet.
I need relief and sleep and a few more laughs in this lifetime and I'll be good to go.
here is what is on my mind right now random thought when I close my eyes; grok: go:
I lost a half eighth in indepence park on the 4th of july.
whoa thats cra-zay.
ok 1 23...
pontoon boat, got that little radio jamming 1997 style and the song is: made up their minds and they started packing left before the sun came up that day. all my cousins minus one who died and we are going to the little arcade on Lake Norman.
database just pulls up shit Id never thought about after. especially when I fall asleep my mind just makes up sentences beyond my control like fur feathers did you see that hat chrissyouy are such a scandal yes sir have you seen the everglades.
isnt it strange. how things can change.
things to llok forward to
cigarette im bout to smoke hardcore
coming home this weekend
seeing the humiliation on this guys face when he sees me and remembers what he said
this nyquil kicking in
not going to art
the l word season 1 from netflix tomorrow.
k night