I am so incredibly happy right now. 

 I was just reading my journal from the past two years.
I am sorry for being an incredibly depressing person on your friends' page!
Things are on the up, and I've found myself again. 

Dear friends,
I love you.
- Sam

I've been told by people I have both a "Dorian" complex ( "everything is temporal, so why the fuck do I care anyways? It will just go away), and a letting go problem ("oh no, that was terrible. I'll sit here and muse about it for the next four years.) Somehow, that works out marvelously ( Read more... )

...but sometimes, I really miss Woodlands. (even though I hated it)

I've had this random, growing desire to go to Berlin ( Read more... )

It's nearing six am on Tuesday night, and I was awoken by almost having a night terror. Thankfully, I managed to wake myself up before the dream started. I was too shaken up, and fucked up to fall back asleep, though ( Read more... )

Things have been going really well in a lot of respects. I have the perfect girlfriend, and I am at a school that I love ( Read more... )

Note to Self:
never go back to Ohio. Every time you go there, you have a bad trip.

After a lovely weekend home with Whitney, a strange visit with my granaunt, a few hours of house shopping with my mother, and a new (and, much shorter/straighter) haircut, I just got a call from my mother telling me that we've found a house ( Read more... )