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I've been told by people I have both a "Dorian" complex ( "everything is temporal, so why the fuck do I care anyways? It will just go away), and a letting go problem ("oh no, that was terrible. I'll sit here and muse about it for the next four years.) Somehow, that works out marvelously.
All things being said, save my frustrations with monotony and my memory being gone forever, everything is going fairly well. Wanderlust is kicking in, and I've got this notion to hop on a bus one day and go somewhere I've never been and do something I have never done. I am not escaping any problems but boredom.
I feel like I am getting sick. But, at least I like school this year (except Modern History).
All things being said, save my frustrations with monotony and my memory being gone forever, everything is going fairly well. Wanderlust is kicking in, and I've got this notion to hop on a bus one day and go somewhere I've never been and do something I have never done. I am not escaping any problems but boredom.
I feel like I am getting sick. But, at least I like school this year (except Modern History).