Last night was rough. After a VERY shitty couple of weeks I drank more than I really should have and ended up feeling like crap today as all of the stress from the last week of Summer Session I finally caught up with me. But it was great to drink with other people who were just as fed up with life as I am. So a big thanks to Jason for hosting such ( Read more... )

Despite that I am totally cool with how things turned out yesterday, I still can't sleep and am having dreams about the guy now. I hate dating!

So yeah, got that full ngiht of sleep, but I'm exhausted. And I want to move to SF.

Jason and I talked today. He doesn't want a relationship and I just dont' know what I want. Although, I do know that I really like spnding time wth him. When I asked him about what that does to us and what we've been doing he replied "nothing." As in nothing changes or there is nothing between us anymore? Anyways, I'm going to assume nothing ( ( Read more... )

I think things are ending and that makes me sad. I can't sleep in today becuse of it., even though I am exhausted. I really need to talk to him about it. I hope he doesn't think I am not interested anymore.

Edit: After a good ling run I came to the realization that when I'm interested in someone I overthink everything and that makes me go crazy. And ( Read more... )

I did it. I managed to not sit back and wait for Jason to ask me to go do something. Rather I asked him. I don't know why I've always been so weird about asking people, particularly those I'm seeing, to go do stuff wth me. But after talking with Dan (who I really don't know what I'm going to do when he moves away in the very near future), he made ( Read more... )

Things have been so busy lately. I just need to slow down. Watching Robot Chicken with Jason last night was really nice as it forced me to sit still and just enjoy the little things in life, like the Admiral Akbar skit on the Robot Chicken: Star Wars special. I really like spending time with Jason. I feel relaxed and enjoy myself. I'm really hoping ( Read more... )