I haven't been posting for last few days, I was busy shutting up the skinny bitch inside me, crying to come out. I shut her up with cookies and dinners. But the fact is, she is stronger that I thought, that's why today I'm going on Master Cleanse to help her out.
I am planing to stay on this diet till Halloween at least but we will see how it's ( Read more... )

I didn't dare to hop on my scale today so all I have left is a prayer:

"Dear Lord, if you can't make me skinny then please make my friends fat".

Busy day today. Like always. I've been looking for my last year's weight loss notebooks and I realized that I have gained and lost the same ten pounds so many times over and over again my cellulite ( Read more... )

My daily routine is really hard. Not only I have to watch what I eat and count all the calories, not only I have to walk and exercise but also cook for family, do laundry, sort garbage and recycling, iron, do dishes, vacuum, wash floors! I've been cleaning so much.. I must have 2 ugly step sisters somewhere.

Then again I have to take the best care ( Read more... )

Today I noticed that the first thing most people lose when they start a new diet is their sense of humor. And I promise myself (for my own and my family's sake) that I won't become one of many people to cry about that extra pound of fat, as I am utterly uninterested in pathetic individuals who seek attention by whining in their online journals. ( Read more... )

This is my workout plan which I am hoping will soon become my daily routine. I realize that if anybody reads it, you have no idea what kind of exercises I'm doing but I just named them in the way that makes it the most simple for me to know what it is.

Here it is:

Exercise program: Take one Weetabix. Take an Aero chocolate bar. Crumble the Aero ( Read more... )

Intoduction

Inside this body there is a slim and beautiful woman screaming to get out.

That's fine, usually I can shut the bitch up with chocolate and cookies!

Name: Sequana

ID: 062401

Course: Points System (2) - 40 points a day.

About me:

Let's be honest, they way I look now, I make Free Willy look like a Tic Tac.

I don't wanna talk ( Read more... )

I realized I have to take this weight loss really serious...

... after I discovered several moons orbiting my ass today morning!

The whole Size 0 obsession and so on..

Size 0 is a women's clothing size in the US catalog sizes system, believed to be equivalent to a UK size 4, a European size 32, Italian size 36, an Australian size 4, or a men's size ( Read more... )

... do I start writing all this down?

Just let me plug you into my world,

can you help me be uncrazy?”

• 
  The Unnamed Feeling by Metallica
  

So where have I been?

I've been here, in the world of my own fatness, struggling to fit my ass in my last years jeans. (which weren't that small, really, after all each year I finally give up and buy bigger ones, ( Read more... )