try. you will NEVER be me.
niki called me with urgent news. i could have had tickets to see the cure with her. if i had money and other things werent happening right now... that would be the best thing in the world. imoverit.ineedtosavemoney.andmakesacrifices.likeseeingsomeofmyfavoritebandstomorrow.fuck.
it feels good to hang out with jill. (we were step sisters for like 8 years) i laugh with all my friends, but when i laugh with jill its like im a child again. its warm. its nostalgic or something and it makes me feel nice. maybe its the things we laugh about. anyway, i love her to death.
on the other hand..its a real sad thing when someone else you love to death is deeply depressed. it makes you feel horrible. and to see someone you care that much about completely engulfed in melancholy.. its worse.
we all need to find peace. loveyous.
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it feels good to hang out with jill. (we were step sisters for like 8 years) i laugh with all my friends, but when i laugh with jill its like im a child again. its warm. its nostalgic or something and it makes me feel nice. maybe its the things we laugh about. anyway, i love her to death.
on the other hand..its a real sad thing when someone else you love to death is deeply depressed. it makes you feel horrible. and to see someone you care that much about completely engulfed in melancholy.. its worse.
we all need to find peace. loveyous.
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