i miss you sooo much. (but i wont do anything about it)

Aug 12, 2004 18:55

well.
my stomach hurts almost every time i eat.
i cant sleep at night anymore. really really just so tired right now.
im bored. im sad. im anxious. im poor. (but so rich..(like the yeah yeah yeahs))

but.
we have kill bill 2.
and there are no taxes this saturday. so everyone take advantage of it, or die because your a fucking idiot for not. (except niki cause you live in tax-free nh)soFoff.

ive.
been abusing myself lately with a certain substance. drank too much saturday and puked all over caits marble floor area. apple watermelon martinis. swang last night with cait and ed. half the playground was this weird soft material for dumb kids to fall on and not cry about it. it was so peaceful and wonderful and the best part of the day...until i started thinking hard about kids. and picturing myself blowing the whistle at recess and saying nonononon all the time! then i made everyone leave. this might ruin my dream of conquering all playgrounds in the district.

want to.
make mikevin underwear. make myself a t-shirt. have my dumb yard sale before the summer is over. and FIND THE PEACE IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR ALL SUMMER.

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