I've been gone for too long! How the heck are you all? :-)

I've been on a bit of an emotional roller coaster. I went to a party at work. That sucked mightily, despite nothing happening. I'm better now though.

During that period I started writing fiction again, felt like crap and stopped. Maybe I'l start again soon.

Oh, btw! Here's a great piece ( Read more... )

I've made a decision. I'm gonna be a teetotaler. Quitting smoking was easy enough, so maybe I have vast reserves of willpower. We shall see.

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(Despite his love of horror, Haf has not been on a spooky ride since he was 2½ and his very young mother took him on a ghost train ride. He doesn't remember much of the experience. Only that a hand came out of the dark and snatched his knitted cap. His mother snatched it back. Oh, and when they finally emerged back into the world of light, his very ( Read more... )

Big day tomorrow. I'm meeting with my social worker, and just after that with my therapist. I guess I can tell them that I'm doing mostly good.

On Thursday there'll be more writing. I still have a word to use (from masteroth): Tesseract. Hmm. Something to do with other dimensions, I guess. The romance between a young ship's chaplain and the elusive Higgs- ( Read more... )

Yesterday (which has just ended) marked the one-year anniversary of my suicide attempt. That doesn't really mean anything, besides the obvious.

First day at the café was today. I was pretty much given an introduction to the work (pricing, ordering, inventory and so forth). The hard part's not the work, it's being around people. Still, it's a sheltered work environment, and that's good ( Read more... )

A little bit of everything...

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Yesterday's first group therapy session showed that it's been a loooong time since I was in a school-like setting. Sitting on your behind and answering questions made me very tired. Also, some people with anxiety talk a lot. That's going to take some getting used to. Also the damn break time. Any longer and I would have told them about my character ( Read more... )

The new year's started with me being pretty switched off across the board. I've been uninspired and deeply lethargic, and I'm not really sure why. Being around other people, even on the internet, just seemed like such hard work. It made me physically exhausted. I *think* it's slowly getting better though.

Soon I'll be starting in group therapy for ( Read more... )

A vignette of sorts ( Read more... )