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Gaah. I game so rarely that I always get stage fright. I can feel it even now. Gaming's tomorrow. I've decided to go with something easy, Everyone is John.

I have an idea. I won't jinx it by talking too much about it. But it's there, like grit in an oyster.

In slightly related news, I'm reading about Wilf Carter aka Montana Slim. Doesn't he sound like he's worthy of being a player character or the subject of a feature film?

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I've become content-provider for the newsletter at work. It happened fast! I ( Read more... )

Y'know, the kind where hiding from everything, ostrich-style, seems to be the only sensible thing. I've felt like that today, on and off. The rest of the time I've enjoyed the sunshine and the crisp, cold air.

So, I'm sorta-kinda doing NaNoWriMo again this year. The goal is one piece of fiction per day.

And it starts on Thursday. Brrr...

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I'm often told that I should speak my mind. “You always put others first” they say, not intending it as a compliment exactly. “You gotta have an opinion”. Well, I do have them. People want me to articulate dreams and goals. That's not an unfair request. After all it's a step towards being able to take responsibility for myself, right?

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Yesterday (which has just ended) marked the one-year anniversary of my suicide attempt. That doesn't really mean anything, besides the obvious.

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Tomorrow I'll visit the much talked-about café again. Then I'll hang out with my brother.

Today I pretty much told the story of my life (the 30 minute version) at group. School, high school, uni, the grim years where I was pretty much keeping the world at bay, waiting for a good time to kill myself. I'm getting pretty good at telling it, but I can't tell if it helps any. Talk is after all cheap ( Read more... )

Yesterday's first group therapy session showed that it's been a loooong time since I was in a school-like setting. Sitting on your behind and answering questions made me very tired. Also, some people with anxiety talk a lot. That's going to take some getting used to. Also the damn break time. Any longer and I would have told them about my character ( Read more... )